the story so far

Rationality escapes me tonight

Every once in a while I am convinced that I'm going crazy. I snap out of my ordinary self and become this horrible other thing. Just for a few seconds... but it's so jarring every time. Whether I'm alone or someone has the unfortunate happenstance of being there to observe, or worse, be the target...… Continue reading Rationality escapes me tonight

mumbling of an imbecile


I had the all's-right-with-the-world bubble popped for me at a young age. I can't say exactly if there was one particular moment or event, it was just everything. I can't even remember if I ever had the illusion that life was going to be easy or smooth sailing or full of flowers and unicorns and… Continue reading Disillusioned